Stephen Leather's Private Dancer

[collin_23]

Started cheonging last yr around this time. I may talk like a heartless bastard here but deep down I cannot forget the 1st girl. A phone call away but nothing will come out of anything so I choose to lead separate lives, prefering not to contact. It gets worst at every night when here I am after a long and tiring day trying to sleep and my eyes accidentally 'bio' the hp besides me. Wish to have a new start maybe but at times will still poke my head here to kaypo abit.

As SC has said in another thread, the only way one gets free of 'worries' is the day when he quits commercial sex totally. Trying to do that. Wish me luck.

Originally Posted by Darkstorm

Collin_23.....y r u thinking of retiring this nick?

U quiting this forum? Why?

I know this is may be irrelevant to this thread, but I would like to comment:

maybe there is no god. or if there is, shouldn't u fear him? Are u sure u want an all-powerful god watching over your shoulder all the time? Are u sure u like an all-powerful dictator to control your life???????

Why u r hurt? If there is a god, consider the possibility that it is not a benevolent entity. Perhaps god is sadistic and takes pleasure in inflicting pain upon his playthings. (Yes, I can hear religious devotees cringe at this point)

When u die, u may never find out. U won't find out if death is really the end and there is no consciousness beyond death.

Do ponder upon what I have said. I shan't say more because it is not really relevant to this thread.

[Darkstorm]

Originally Posted by collin_23

Started cheonging last yr around this time. I may talk like a heartless bastard here but deep down I cannot forget the 1st girl. A phone call away but nothing will come out of anything so I choose to lead separate lives, prefering not to contact. It gets worst at every night when here I am after a long and tiring day trying to sleep and my eyes accidentally 'bio' the hp besides me. Wish to have a new start maybe but at times will still poke my head here to kaypo abit.

As SC has said in another thread, the only way one gets free of 'worries' is the day when he quits commercial sex totally. Trying to do that. Wish me luck.

All the best to you in quitting commercial sex. Hope when u start your studies u can find a nice uni girl.

Hope to still see u around in the forum though

[collin_23]

Don't think I will ever fall in love. Haha....

Originally Posted by Darkstorm

All the best to you in quitting commercial sex. Hope when u start your studies u can find a nice uni girl.

Hope to still see u around in the forum though

[Darkstorm]

Originally Posted by collin_23

Don't think I will ever fall in love. Haha....

You are still young, so it is still possible

My advice to u is to find a nice uni girl. It is too late for me to do that now. But for u, I wish u all the best in your love life.

[thaigers]

Originally Posted by collin_23

Don't think I will ever fall in love. Haha....

Ever since getting slightly emotionally involved with my regular who has gone back, my sex drive has been going down hill ever since. DO you experience this last time?

[collin_23]

I think I am now immune already. Have sex no feelings. Many times nowadays I f**k half way I will pause and think...what am I doing?

Think I understand abit how the WLs feel after sometimes. Haiz...

Originally Posted by thaigers

Ever since getting slightly emotionally involved with my regular who has gone back, my sex drive has been going down hill ever since. DO you experience this last time?

[collin_23]

Love is not a 1 way train. Always remember.

Cheers

[Mr.romance]

Originally Posted by tirak69

when u feel sianzz then its time to move on... there are babes aplenty on city of angels. kekeke
else you can always consider KIV-ing her. dun have to call her all the time when u are in bkk... only when you feel like it. then u can still hunt around.

Actually I am not sianz..I still had some form of feelings for my Tg..The biggest problem now is I still don trust her..So its tough to maintain such
untrustworthy relationship..

Will tell u full details of my story when we meet up for kopi one of these days.
BTW when are u meeting Keet again? If my schedule allows I really hope to join u guys

Cheers

Originally Posted by collin_23

Love is not a 1 way train. Always remember.

Cheers

LOVE IS A GAME
A GAME WITH PAIN
A GAME THAT HURTS

LOVE STARTS WITH ROMANCE
LOVE ENDS WITH SORROW

WHY LOVE WHEN ITS STING
WHY LOVE WHEN IT KILL

LOVE IS JUST ANOTHER GAME..............

[collin_23]

Haha....never treated it as a game.

Originally Posted by HellBoy Van

LOVE IS A GAME
A GAME WITH PAIN
A GAME THAT HURTS

LOVE STARTS WITH ROMANCE
LOVE ENDS WITH SORROW

WHY LOVE WHEN ITS STING
WHY LOVE WHEN IT KILL

LOVE IS JUST ANOTHER GAME..............

[delifrance]

well, for Mr Romance, it's simple, just the words that I've repeated to you and they are true for all who brand themselves as 'cheongsters':

1) be brutally honest with yourself about why you are behaving this way
2) what is the worth of the attentions of a turtle? do u want to hunt eagles and other better quality animals?
3) how she behaves and what decisions she makes - does these make u worry? if so, do u want this kind of girl?
4) your ego and your dick-thinking (another even better round of sex with her the next time?) is making you get the tom yam goong, face yourself and admit it.

she knows the game and she's a thai, they love freedom. responsibility is only a word to be practised when you are with them. That's a turtle and that's their mentality.

any girl who has been working in Bangkok, they learn the tricks of the trade very very fast. they know that men hate to be ignored. That's the best torture for men.

whether it's a massage girl inviting you to her house to see her parents, etc. and whatever sort of stories, you are the toy. she is a toy. it's all about play and not being serious anyway. when she is serious, she is not serious the way you want her to be - the best i saw and ever thought about is - she stays at home and stays pretty for you while you sweat in the outside world to earn your bread and her bread. Sex and flattery for a man's ego may suffice for some but many find it hollow as time goes by and the excitement of a courtship dies down. A fire is best but how to keep the embers glowing when the time comes for the flames to go down and you have to keep the embers glowing?

[tirak69]

[QUOTE=Mr.romance]Actually I am not sianz..I still had some form of feelings for my Tg..The biggest problem now is I still don trust her..So its tough to maintain such
untrustworthy relationship..

Will tell u full details of my story when we meet up for kopi one of these days.
BTW when are u meeting Keet again? If my schedule allows I really hope to join u guys

Cheers[/QUOTE

give keet a call... and ask him to jio T69 and farark. we can then meet for kopi and swap stories... either in sg or bkk.

to say no feelings is fake one... once "repeat order" then sure got some feelings liao. if no then why "repeat order"??? key is whether can u be a hardened player and disregard the feelings you may have. else u will only get hurt eventually... you can do a survey... how many relationships with WL have happy endings... few and far in between. key is to diversify so you will be constantly distracted and not get too attached. time is a 2 edged sword... it can tell her true colors or make you fall deeper as you spend more time with her...

[adr77]

So y dun anyone start one survey like wat u says Mr Tirak, will be veri informative n interesting for all the brothers here incl myself.

[Mr.romance]

[QUOTE=tirak69]

Originally Posted by Mr.romance

Actually I am not sianz..I still had some form of feelings for my Tg..The biggest problem now is I still don trust her..So its tough to maintain such
untrustworthy relationship..

Will tell u full details of my story when we meet up for kopi one of these days.
BTW when are u meeting Keet again? If my schedule allows I really hope to join u guys

Cheers[/QUOTE

give keet a call... and ask him to jio T69 and farark. we can then meet for kopi and swap stories... either in sg or bkk.

to say no feelings is fake one... once "repeat order" then sure got some feelings liao. if no then why "repeat order"??? key is whether can u be a hardened player and disregard the feelings you may have. else u will only get hurt eventually... you can do a survey... how many relationships with WL have happy endings... few and far in between. key is to diversify so you will be constantly distracted and not get too attached. time is a 2 edged sword... it can tell her true colors or make you fall deeper as you spend more time with her...

Well said bro..anyway i don expect mine to end up with sweet endings...I had even seen her true colors before...U are rite..Only time will tell ur future...
How I wish time can work forward..haha

BTW I was wondering usually when do u guys meet up..weekdays or weekends?..So I could plan my schedule..I may jio bro delifrance to come along also...

[thaigers]

Originally Posted by Mr.romance

Well said bro..anyway i don expect mine to end up with sweet endings...I had even seen her true colors before...U are rite..Only time will tell ur future...
How I wish time can work forward..haha

...

Mr Romance,

Do you know the background of your TG? Does she come from a good back ground? If she is/was not a WL, why do you have to worry so much? I personally know a TG (thai chinese) and she come from middle income family. Since i know her background very well, if I were to go into a relationship with her, I will say i will have no worries at all whether she will cheat on me etc. As with all relationship, u need trust. I believe it applies to all nationalities and not only to TG. Although here we keep saying how TG always lie. I will say this is not without truth, even for non WL TG.