A moment of regret

[hellwolf1]

Hi Guys, thought I should penned down my thought because of this incident, I have not been sleeping well the past 2 days.

It goes like this, I started visiting this FL and found her character was nice and had RTF many times. Yes, while you guessing whether did i fall for her? I did.

I did not confess to her all the while and as time goes by, I have come to terms that it will be impossible for us to be together and get married. So I decided to maintain as friendship.

It goes very well and I have started to RTF lesser by a lot from usual 3-5 per week to once every fortnight and sometimes it is only just chat.

She trusted so much in me for example, where I was around she dares to bring out her money to count and highest time was 10k. After she has finish servicing a customer and while she was bathing, I am standing outside seeing her naked just to chat. We even talked about when she returns to China, she will bring me around her hometown and many fun places.

It was all good until the topic of me to buy her Iphone6s, both of us have been talking about this for a few times and I keep brushing it off. It was only the recent talk we had again, she came up with the topic and I said the WRONG words which is "why do you want to cheat my money" in Chinese 为什么要骗我的钱.

She immediately hanged up her phone and no matter how many times I called she rejected until I had to borrowed my family's member phone to call her and then she picked up. She say that please do not call her again and arrange a date to collect back the handphone that I lend her the last time.

At that moment, I really felt how foolish was I to say such word to her. How can she possibly want to cheat my money just to buy Iphone6s while she is already counting 10k in notes which she can easily bought it for herself.

These 2 days, my mind keep thinking what if I did not say such word, we could have continue our great friendship and go to China and look for her and she would bring me around which is also the reason I could not sleep because my mind keeps replaying the memories that we had together.

Should I try to ask for forgiveness after 2 weeks by then her anger has calm down a little but I felt that even if she forgives me, our relationship will never be the same as I have said those word. Or should I just let this relationship go and keep it the happy moments as memories?

From this experience, I have learnt that never ever say things that you dont mean it because you will never know much it can hurt the other party.

PS: I do not like the FL anymore in the middle of our relationship as I have come to terms it will not be possible for us to get married. Just wanted to have a great friendship with her. End of rant. Any advise guys? Finally I have get this offload from my chest

[senters89]

Originally Posted by hellwolf1

Hi Guys, thought I should penned down my thought because of this incident, I have not been sleeping well the past 2 days.

It goes like this, I started visiting this FL and found her character was nice and had RTF many times. Yes, while you guessing whether did i fall for her? I did.

I did not confess to her all the while and as time goes by, I have come to terms that it will be impossible for us to be together and get married. So I decided to maintain as friendship.

It goes very well and I have started to RTF lesser by a lot from usual 3-5 per week to once every fortnight and sometimes it is only just chat.

She trusted so much in me for example, where I was around she dares to bring out her money to count and highest time was 10k. After she has finish servicing a customer and while she was bathing, I am standing outside seeing her naked just to chat. We even talked about when she returns to China, she will bring me around her hometown and many fun places.

It was all good until the topic of me to buy her Iphone6s, both of us have been talking about this for a few times and I keep brushing it off. It was only the recent talk we had again, she came up with the topic and I said the WRONG words which is "why do you want to cheat my money" in Chinese 为什么要骗我的钱.

She immediately hanged up her phone and no matter how many times I called she rejected until I had to borrowed my family's member phone to call her and then she picked up. She say that please do not call her again and arrange a date to collect back the handphone that I lend her the last time.

At that moment, I really felt how foolish was I to say such word to her. How can she possibly want to cheat my money just to buy Iphone6s while she is already counting 10k in notes which she can easily bought it for herself.

These 2 days, my mind keep thinking what if I did not say such word, we could have continue our great friendship and go to China and look for her and she would bring me around which is also the reason I could not sleep because my mind keeps replaying the memories that we had together.

Should I try to ask for forgiveness after 2 weeks by then her anger has calm down a little but I felt that even if she forgives me, our relationship will never be the same as I have said those word. Or should I just let this relationship go and keep it the happy moments as memories?

From this experience, I have learnt that never ever say things that you dont mean it because you will never know much it can hurt the other party.

PS: I do not like the FL anymore in the middle of our relationship as I have come to terms it will not be possible for us to get married. Just wanted to have a great friendship with her. End of rant. Any advise guys? Finally I have get this offload from my chest

Bro,

Don fall for this trip, you can never change a whore... the possibility is only 1%

[muthu_curry]

wow u used to visit her 3-5 times a week

isn't that too excessive?

[korean]

Originally Posted by hellwolf1

Hi Guys, thought I should penned down my thought because of this incident, I have not been sleeping well the past 2 days.

It goes like this, I started visiting this FL and found her character was nice and had RTF many times. Yes, while you guessing whether did i fall for her? I did.

I did not confess to her all the while and as time goes by, I have come to terms that it will be impossible for us to be together and get married. So I decided to maintain as friendship.

It goes very well and I have started to RTF lesser by a lot from usual 3-5 per week to once every fortnight and sometimes it is only just chat.

She trusted so much in me for example, where I was around she dares to bring out her money to count and highest time was 10k. After she has finish servicing a customer and while she was bathing, I am standing outside seeing her naked just to chat. We even talked about when she returns to China, she will bring me around her hometown and many fun places.

It was all good until the topic of me to buy her Iphone6s, both of us have been talking about this for a few times and I keep brushing it off. It was only the recent talk we had again, she came up with the topic and I said the WRONG words which is "why do you want to cheat my money" in Chinese 为什么要骗我的钱.

She immediately hanged up her phone and no matter how many times I called she rejected until I had to borrowed my family's member phone to call her and then she picked up. She say that please do not call her again and arrange a date to collect back the handphone that I lend her the last time.

At that moment, I really felt how foolish was I to say such word to her. How can she possibly want to cheat my money just to buy Iphone6s while she is already counting 10k in notes which she can easily bought it for herself.

These 2 days, my mind keep thinking what if I did not say such word, we could have continue our great friendship and go to China and look for her and she would bring me around which is also the reason I could not sleep because my mind keeps replaying the memories that we had together.

Should I try to ask for forgiveness after 2 weeks by then her anger has calm down a little but I felt that even if she forgives me, our relationship will never be the same as I have said those word. Or should I just let this relationship go and keep it the happy moments as memories?

From this experience, I have learnt that never ever say things that you dont mean it because you will never know much it can hurt the other party.

PS: I do not like the FL anymore in the middle of our relationship as I have come to terms it will not be possible for us to get married. Just wanted to have a great friendship with her. End of rant. Any advise guys? Finally I have get this offload from my chest

sorry to hear that bro. Lesson learned the hard way bro! Not all FL/WL trying to cheat every customer if any. I dont have good advice how to patch back as I'm not good at it. But if let say she likes u there is a chance she will contact you back even u dont contact her anymore. Good luck bro!

[hellwolf1]

Originally Posted by muthu_curry

wow u used to visit her 3-5 times a week

isn't that too excessive?

hey Muthu, as i was still new to sex and at the same time i liked her thats explain the numbers of visit but it has already tone down as i know it is impossible to be with her.

[ringo6668]

Just a word of advice bro "touch n go"Every day there are loads of new oyster flying in.

[muthu_curry]

Originally Posted by hellwolf1

hey Muthu, as i was still new to sex and at the same time i liked her thats explain the numbers of visit but it has already tone down as i know it is impossible to be with her.

how long did this RTF went on?

i rtf my ml every fortnightly for the past 5 mths, got like her abit but always resist the urge to visit her more than that

anyway for your case, i think time to move on la, get over it, no use wasting your brain cells over her....

[bonkning]

Originally Posted by korean

... if let say she likes u there is a chance she will ...

give her time to cool off .. call her 2-3 weeks , a month later again , n if she really likes u, she should be ok. if stil angry, then forget it ..
nonid worry so much.
whats yours is yours .. not yours, chase oso no use..

[cashcow]

your words like a flying tiger. i also last time promise a girl things but never fulfill not FL. in the end , i also kenna.

[porscheclub]

What is spoken cannot be retrieved

Think carefully before you speak next time & obviously you have doubts in her deep in your heart to put those words in your mind.

You've just touched the surface of the ocean so let her off & it'll be better for everyone.

[Kensan74]

Bro Hellboy1, I can understand how you feel as I also have a ml who is my gf/mistress... I had been thinking of breaking this relationship as I too see no possibility in the future. At least you can set your heart to think that there is no future but not for me. Everytime we quarrel and I thought I can harden my heart to stop this but every time we reconcile back and I try to please her again... Worst still I almost got divorce and my CEO still not happy that I still maintained this relationship... My 2 cent advise to you is to stop thinking of her by finding another GL or FL... Stay out of trouble, unlike me who sink too deep shit...

[conquer]

As far as I understand the hoe did not cheat nobody. All the money and gift given to her is up the the own will of the Johns. Unless she has promised you something which she did not keep.

She might tell you a lie, her father sick, her mother die... this kinda story, but it is all the stupidness of the John to give them money or gifts.

[sammyboyfor]

Originally Posted by hellwolf1

PS: I do not like the FL anymore in the middle of our relationship as I have come to terms it will not be possible for us to get married. Just wanted to have a great friendship with her. End of rant. Any advise guys? Finally I have get this offload from my chest

Whores are for fucking not loving. Just fuck them and be done with it.

When you've finished fucking one, just move on to the next one.

[conquer]

Originally Posted by Kensan74

Bro Hellboy1, I can understand how you feel as I also have a ml who is my gf/mistress... I had been thinking of breaking this relationship as I too see no possibility in the future. At least you can set your heart to think that there is no future but not for me. Everytime we quarrel and I thought I can harden my heart to stop this but every time we reconcile back and I try to please her again... Worst still I almost got divorce and my CEO still not happy that I still maintained this relationship... My 2 cent advise to you is to stop thinking of her by finding another GL or FL... Stay out of trouble, unlike me who sink too deep shit...

Hey bro, buying pussy is totally fine. Why feel guilty and wanna break the relationship?

Understand that a good fuck is founded on the strong GFE which I believe you have cultivated for a long period of time with great amount of cash. I would say not to waste it. Until the day you feel bored with her or you got a better replacement, then it's the time to think about this question. Don't you think so?

[Boinkboinkboink]

Originally Posted by korean

But if let say she likes u there is a chance she will contact you back even u dont contact her anymore

Hmmmm.

Originally Posted by bonkning

whats yours is yours .. not yours, chase oso no use..

Yep