My boring story...

[wtfuad]

You have been a really good friend to Mark.

[junebaby]

So the Deepavali public holiday was approaching and if I took leave on Friday, it would mean I could enjoy a super long weekend.

Last year's Deepavali was eventful to say the least. It was when I had my first gangbang with 4 guys. Obviously that didn't work out as well as I would have liked. Thankfully I've had a way better one with 3 guys since then, now that Deepavali was here again, it did seem somewhat apt that I try to do something similar again. With the right people of course.

As evidenced by Mark, size really didn't matter to me anymore. While I had been spoilt by my husband since the start, then my FWB later on, Mark's inclusion into my sex life really had nothing to do with his size or skill, although the latter just made things way easier. I needed a connection with the guy. Something deeper than his dick in my pussy.

Someone had PMed me on the forum and asked how would I know I didn't have the connection if I never tried the guy before. To be honest it's not easy to tell. As you've read before, I did have a negative experience meeting with someone from the forum even though our conversations over PM had been going rather well. So I guess you can't really tell after all, and really have to experience it to find out, and it's best to go with your gut feelings.

With Jason and Darren, connection aside, I have to admit they fuck well. Darren especially with his humongous tool, even though he cums hilariously fast. But despite having interacted with them non-sexually during the BBQs and what not, I really couldn't achieve that deeper connection I needed to truly enjoy the sex with them.

Someone else PMed me about EoS, asking what my fascination with him was. The person also claimed to have met EoS in real life and that he was really just a bag of hot air and not worth my time and effort. Well, I don't really know, do I? But our talk at the beach previously did give me an insight into him. And honestly, it's really fun to tease him just to see his reaction. Call me a slut or whatever, I don't really care, I'm at the stage of my life right now that if I don't do the things I wanna do, I may never get the chance to ever again. So YOLO.

Someone asked about my husband as well. If he was such a prime specimen, and so understanding to my needs, why did I even need to sleep with so many others? The funny thing is, I've been like this since a long time ago. With my uni FWB, my ex-boss, with my current FWB before I was convinced to come clean with my husband. I think as long as I found that deeper connection with someone, the sex would naturally follow. And I'm pretty sure even if the connection was one way, guys would reject sex way less often than girls. Like someone told me before, girls need a reason to have sex, guys just need a time and place. So it really isn't about my husband, it's me. I want the variety I guess? But extremely selective variety.

Sorry if this is starting to sound like an AMA, but I'm struggling to write about what happened over the Deepavali holiday. Not because something bad happened, but more of I think I've hit a writer's block. It's really not easy writing erotic content and not making it sound the same as before, so I thought I'd just get some questions I'd been asked out there so there might be more context to the story.

Finally, Tom's issues with his wife. As far as I know, he's separated, probably just waiting out the time period to get a divorce. Yes, he's been living with me and my husband for a pretty long time. No he doesn't pay rent. He pays in kind. Hahaha. Just kidding. He helps out with food and utilities, in addition to taking care of my sexual needs. Don't they feel weird or disgusted by the dick-on-dick contact? They seem fine now. Aren't I worried about pregnancy or diseases? Well, I'm on the pill, and so far we've been lucky. We also get tested monthly and Tom assures me he uses protection with everyone else. Again, this is my YOLO decision.

What happened to April? She's still around, just that I don't really write about her because I don't know what she does with my husband whenever she requests to meet him. She has her own FWB to attend to her needs now that her husband is overseas.

And finally, on to Mark. Why am I even doing all this for him? I don't know. It's funny when you read somebody's story and get so engrossed in it then you end up being part of the story. But in real life, Mark is a really nice and caring guy who doesn't think twice about being there for his friends, even at the expense of his own well-being. Of course the sex is great, but deep down I wish that he'll be able to find his true happiness with someone. Would it be Shirlyn or Alicia? Nobody would know. Frankly, part of me believed that he and Jasmine could have worked out if she didn't lose the baby, whether it was his or not. I guess she just didn't know how to appreciate a good thing.

Anyway, hope I didn't bore you with all these details as I try to figure out how to write about my fantastic Deepavali gangbang.

Happy reading.

[junior_cannibal]

June, don't worry a bit about the block. The reason why many of us keep coming back to read is like how you were attracted to Mark. Via his own thread, you became part of the story, maybe a bit on the sentiment and emotion, is your mother instinct that wants to care for him, like he's a lost child.
To write very well on the sex part is tough, like cracking a joke on a stage to make a big audience laugh. Just write the way you write would be good, as that's the most real.
Till then, have fun.

[anandu]

Thanks for update.

[Kalashnikov]

Originally Posted by junior_cannibal

June, don't worry a bit about the block. The reason why many of us keep coming back to read is like how you were attracted to Mark. Via his own thread, you became part of the story, maybe a bit on the sentiment and emotion, is your mother instinct that wants to care for him, like he's a lost child.
To write very well on the sex part is tough, like cracking a joke on a stage to make a big audience laugh. Just write the way you write would be good, as that's the most real.
Till then, have fun.

Thanks for info.

[iWabbit]

Originally Posted by anandu

Thanks for update.

Yes, and hope to read more.

[Asakura]

Originally Posted by junebaby

Anyway, hope I didn't bore you with all these details as I try to figure out how to write about my fantastic Deepavali gangbang.

Happy reading.

glad everything still working out after crossing the line.
always nice as a guy to have a close friend of the opposite gender that you can talk about absolutely anything. sex is of course a bonus.

had the privilege in the past, too bad it all went south gradually after crossing the line. a big loss, the friend part.

[dymotik]

thanks for the update...

talking about april as both of you were Friends Forever and so curious why the relationship stale after a while...

i have been reading this post and if I am not wrong, in the past, April will bring her FWB for threesome with you or force you into threesome but u dont write anymore about her and wonder what happen with your relationship with her...

[junebaby]

Originally Posted by Asakura

glad everything still working out after crossing the line.
always nice as a guy to have a close friend of the opposite gender that you can talk about absolutely anything. sex is of course a bonus.

had the privilege in the past, too bad it all went south gradually after crossing the line. a big loss, the friend part.

Yes. I'm very fortunate to have had Dan,then now Tom and Mark. And of course Mike being supportive about it. It was really tough doing all that behind his back.

[junebaby]

Originally Posted by dymotik

thanks for the update...

talking about april as both of you were Friends Forever and so curious why the relationship stale after a while...

i have been reading this post and if I am not wrong, in the past, April will bring her FWB for threesome with you or force you into threesome but u dont write anymore about her and wonder what happen with your relationship with her...

Nah. Never met April's FWB. She was with Tom when I joined them. I wasn't comfortable being with another girl then. After I met Alicia though, I guess I'm a little more open about it. But you're right in the sense that the relationship between me and April is a little distant now. We haven't actually met up physically. But I do know she sometimes sees Tom, and even Mike.

[dymotik]

Maybe it is a good time to catch up with April giving Christmas as an excuse to find if she is ok or not..afterall, you are both BFF...

Originally Posted by junebaby

Nah. Never met April's FWB. She was with Tom when I joined them. I wasn't comfortable being with another girl then. After I met Alicia though, I guess I'm a little more open about it. But you're right in the sense that the relationship between me and April is a little distant now. We haven't actually met up physically. But I do know she sometimes sees Tom, and even Mike.

[tidalboy]

It’s rare we have a good writer here with good details. What more a lady.
So just wanted to say I appreciate your contribution.

Just curious - Was Nick not your type?

[Papafuckme]

I didn't bore you with all these details

[junebaby]

Originally Posted by dymotik

Maybe it is a good time to catch up with April giving Christmas as an excuse to find if she is ok or not..afterall, you are both BFF...

She's going overseas to be with her husband over Christmas. I'll be away as well before that. Maybe I'll try to catch her before that.

Originally Posted by tidalboy

It’s rare we have a good writer here with good details. What more a lady.
So just wanted to say I appreciate your contribution.

Just curious - Was Nick not your type?

Thanks!

Nick is just a really young guy who I happened to bump into over lunch as he's working in that company now. We have zero interactions otherwise so I wouldn't know if he's my type or not. He looks like he takes really good care of himself though, not just his body but his skin as well. Remove my makeup and his skin is probably better than mine. Rebecca clearly enjoys him which is good, since that means she's less likely to look for my husband or FWB.

[junebaby]

After getting Mark to try double penetration with a clone, the next logical step would be for him to try the real thing.

My last Deepavali gangbang was poorly executed to say the least. I thought I could get around my reservations on Darren and Jason but actually having them fuck me during the gangbang really made me question my life choices. Darren was still ok I guess, despite his absurdly premature ejaculations. I guess for some his huge cock and accelerated recovery made up for it. Jason was rougher than what I anticipated, and more concerned about his own pleasure in my opinion. Plus I had to let his wife have my husband and FWB in exchange for him joining just to fulfil my fantasy. Thankfully, Crystal never really sought out Mike or Tom again after that. Even if she did, I wouldn't know.

So having those two join in just to satisfy my curiosity really didn't work out the way I expected. There was no chemistry between us, and to be honest, part of me felt like I was back to having sex to pay my debts.

Now that Mark had sort of joined in and sort of allowed me to have 3 cocks at the same time, I really wanted to do it properly with them, including getting Mark to double penetrate me. Of course, adding another cock in EoS wouldn't be that bad. He did say he wanted to watch, and who's to say that once he started to watch, he wouldn't be tempted to join in? I spoke to the three of them and arranged to do it on the eve of Deepavali.

As usual, I prepared myself for the big day. Eating clean, drinking loads of water and making an appointment to get waxed.

I called EoS on Tuesday night. I wasn't really expecting him to answer but he did. It sounded like he was driving though.

Me: Convenient to talk?

E: Yeah? I'm on Bluetooth.

Me: You wanna watch on Wednesday?

E: Watch what?

Me: Watch me devour 3 cocks.

E: Hahahahahaha. Are you trying to describe a porno?

Me: No seriously. You said you wanted to watch right?

E: I did. Unfortunately something's come up. I'll be going for surgery tomorrow.

Me: What? Are you ok?

E: Yeah. Just a minor surgery.

Me: What happened?

E: Lost a tooth? Replacing it?

Me: Huh? Did you get punched or something?

E: Nah. Probably ate too many nuts. Haven't had my back molars for around 2 years.

Me: Really?

E: Yeah. Lower back molars. Can't chew properly.

Me: The way you eat I really can't tell.

E: I love food too much.

Me: What about sex?

E: What about it?

Me: You don't love sex?

E: In recent times, not as much as food. Haha. Besides, food is more accessible. But hang on, what has me watching got to do with loving sex?

Me: Nevermind.

E: Were you hoping I join in after I get tired of watching?

Me: Would you?

E: Haha. Highly unlikely.

Me: Why not?

E: Not my scene anymore. I'll just watch if anything.

Me: So are you coming or not?

E: Nah. Surgery in the evening. Not sure how long I'll be out.

Me: General anaesthesia? Sounds pretty major.

E: Local. But the last time I had an op, I was numb till the next morning.

Me: Oh.

E: Have fun ya.

Me: Definitely. But I think it will be more fun with you there.

E: How fun can it be when I'm watching?

Me: Precisely.

E: Ah. It's a trap.

Me: Are you saying that I could be lying on the bed, naked, being ravaged by 3 guys, and you'd just sit there watching?

E: You could be naked right in front of me alone and I'll probably just sit there.

Me: That's not possible. How is that even possible?

E: Why is it not possible?

Me: Something is wrong with you.

E: I'm just not who I used to be.

Me: Or maybe I'm really not your type.

E: Haha. I think we've been over this before.

Me: So I'm your type?

E: Actually… you do remind me of someone.

Me: Who?

E: Someone I told you about.

Me: Which one?

E: One of them. Think about it and you'll get it.

Me: Hmm. One of those who hurt you?

E: Maybe.

Me: Ah. So why don't you pretend I'm her and fuck me hard to vent your frustrations?

E: Very funny. It doesn't work that way.

Me: We both benefit.

E: You might. I won't. And there's something seriously wrong with you.

Me: Is there?

E: To me there is.

Me: What's wrong with a grown woman wanting to have sex with grown men?

E: Multiple different men.

Me: You make me sound like a slut.

E: You know what I mean.

Me: Yeah. But I think I'm normal. Or as normal as I can be.

E: You have an addiction.

Me: Yeah. I'm addicted to cocks with nice personalities. Hahahaha.

E: I'm not nice.

Me: You are to me. That's good enough.

E: What would make you stop wanting to sleep with me?

Me: Nothing? I don't know. Really bad sex maybe?

E: That's a trap. I'd still have to sleep with you badly.

Me: Indeed it is.

E: Maybe I have a STD.

Me: Maybe?

E: Fine. I don't.

Me: To be clear, you aren't willing because you're married. If you weren't, you'd be my third FWB?

E: Might have been your second I guess. Depends on how long Mark denied you.

Me: Damn. If you were my second FWB, Mark might still be my good friend only.

E: So why don't you just stick with Mark and I'll be your good friend?

Me: I don't deserve Mark. He needs to be in a proper relationship.

E: He does. So do you.

Me: What's so improper about my relationship now?

E: Tom.

Me: Huh? Isn't he separated?

E: His issues with his wife have been going on for a very long time, but instead of trying to fix it, they just went out and did their own things with other people.

Me: And?

E: They should have gotten a divorce long ago I think.

Me: He told me she's understanding to his situation. Or something like that.

E: She is. But there's a limit right? Didn't it cross your mind why he's living with you now?

Me: Separation?

E: He got kicked out because she couldn't deal with him anymore. You can be separated while living in the same house. Just takes longer to divorce I think.

Me: Oh.

E: Not that she's any better. From what he told me, her lover moved in.

Me: Ah. So my lover moved in too. Haha.

E: Urgh. You're not getting my point.

Me: I don't know what point you're making actually. We're all consenting adults.

E: True. But the relationship dynamics are pretty odd. Not just you. But that entire group.

Me: The group is more or less gone. I think. Unless you've been sneaking around with Shirlyn. Or Crystal.

E: Hahaha. I didn't.

Me: Well then, don't judge us.

E: I'm not judging.

Me: You sound pretty judgy.

E: Maybe.

Me: Whatever it is, I don't care about your past. Based on our interactions, you're a nice guy. With a nice cock. And I want to fuck you.

E: Haha. Keep waiting then.

Me: Oh I will. One day I'm gonna get the four of you together. Or the three of you if Mark is happily attached by then.

E: Is it really that fun? The gangbang?

Me: You have to experience it.

E: Nah. Threesomes are enough for me. Besides, too many cocks there.

Me: So if I get another lady in… you'd join?

E: No. Stop misconstruing my words.

Me: What if it's me and another lady?

E: Goodness. You need to stop trying. Haha.

Me: Gonna keep trying till you give in.

E: You're still gonna be trying when I can't get it up and you're sagging?

Me: Hmmm… I should have another 5-10 years before I start to sag. There's medication if you can't get it up.

E: I'm not about to take pills just to have sex with you.

Me: Then I'll just have to rely on my skills then.

E: Sure.

Me: Anyway where are you going? You seem to be driving for quite long.

E: Home.

Me: Still not there yet?

E: Still sitting in the car because I'm talking to you.

Me: Huh?

E: I reached home around 5 minutes ago.

Me: You could have said something.

E: Fine. I enjoy chatting with you. I don't really have a lot of female friends anymore.

Me: I wonder why.

E: Maybe because I slept with most of them?

Me: Oh. Oh! That's what you're afraid of!

E: What?

Me: You're afraid that I'll be gone too. If we have sex.

E: Hahaha. What?

Me: Knew it. It's something as simple as that.

E: Don't overthink this.

Me: I'm not going anywhere. We can have sex. Promise.

E: Lol. And I thought it was usually the guys who were desperate to get into the girls panties.

Me: I'm a guy without a dick then.

E: Right.

Me: I'm hypersexual ok?

E: Can't tell.

Me: Grrr… you better watch out if we meet again. I'm gonna have my way with you.

E: You can try. I'm not that weak.

Me: Fine. We'll see how weak you are. Anyway I won't disturb you for now since you're already home. Good luck for your surgery tomorrow.

E: Thanks.

Me: So you won't be joining as a watcher right?

E: Don't think I will. Enjoy yourselves.

Me: I definitely will.

E: Good night June.

Me: Good night.

I don't know how much of what he said to me was accurate, especially about Tom, but it wasn't my place to ask him. He would have told me if he needed to. Besides, I didn't have an issue with him living with us. Neither did Mike. I guess he really liked having a gaming buddy.

And if the reason for EoS not wanting to sleep with me was really because he didn't want to lose a friend, I was damn sure I was gonna just take him the next time I saw him.

But oh well, at least I had 3 nice cocks to look forward to the next evening.